The internet is full of shit so who cares I fling my nonsense into the storm/void? Anything I write/post will cancel out something written about crazy QA conspiracies …right? Who says my shit isn’t as good as other people’s shit? I’ve been trying to write on a website (it’s taken different forms) for years, but I’m scared of it being bad. I genuinely expect zero people to read any of it and I’m scared to this point of doing nothing? Everything I just wrote has the same value as 011001001010.
I can’t swim. Maybe it’s because I’ve never been thrown into the deep end and that’s why I can’t complete something that has zero expectations. (But having zero expectations is still an expectation to fulfill.) I’m throwing myself into the deep end; this whole thing is my giant shitpost of a first draft. There might be some gold I can pick out and do something with somewhere else.
I should end it here, but I have two points I’m not going to try to fit in. I don’t have to edit anything! And I lied. I was pushed into the deep end of a pool once and swore I thought I was dying. I eventually saved myself while everyone watched me drown and I still don’t know how to swim.
EDIT (August 2022): lol what the fuck